I decided it's ok that he's not coming. I mean, yes, I'm really sad, BUT...if the Lord wanted him and I to meet, there would be a pathway cleared for it to happen--right? That's my thought at least. I think that what will happen is.....we'll continue talking, BUT if there are potential dating opportunities for either of us @ our colleges, we won't pass them by. AND if the chance comes for us to meet @ Christmas time, we'll take it! :o) So yes, I'm ok. and still like him, but definitely think it could be a blessing in disguise!

I love you. a lot.

*Lauren Mari'*

P.S. I started a REAL jewelry business, that's a copy of my business cards that I got in the mail last week. I'm having my first home party tomorrow afternoon! HOW EXCITING! Check out my site: www.myspace.com/lonestarjewelry

BYE

He can't come.

I don't think I've ever been so sad in my life.

so, my hair is dark again...what do you think?

it's alright, i'm sure i'll highlight it soon. :o)

josh could be here in a week from today....i wish i knew for sure.

hmm, he's soo good looking. :o)

-lauren

ok here's some more fun that i'm having @ work with my camera phone. :o)

HEYY....so basically I LOVE boys from Tyler, Texas...seriously!  I went to Houston this past weekend and had a BLAST! :o)  Just check these hotties out!!!

Donny, Brandon, Michael, Steven

I am SO ready to go back to school. I'm sick of the "fake" mormons here...SICK of them.  Why can't people just be good?  I'm in NO way saying I'm perfect, but I at least strive to be the BEST I can. How dare anyone say or have the attitude of.."I want to be good, but not THAT good." UGH.  I'm through with it.

Still waiting to hear if Joshua is officially coming here or not....oh my, I hope hope hope he does...I don't know what I'll do if he can't. I think my heart will break.

I took some fun new pics last night. I'll put them up.

I love you.

So cool huh??  I was bored last night. :o)